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A: Howling Grief pt. I

from "Howling Grief" C10 by theurgist

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The air is too thick to breathe
With every attempt, I feel my skin crawl
I can feel myself sink into the earth with this unbearable weight on my chest
And with god's help, my lungs will collapse

I can feel my core oscillate to the point of nausea
I can no longer take it so I spill the contents of my stomach onto the bathroom floor

I know you hid that revolver in your closet
I know where you hid the bullets

My fingers tremble at the thought of my final solution
And I curse the existence that led me here

I've thrown my prayers to the void
And my ears ring with the sound of my grief howling back at me

My head is pounding and a cold sweat pours down my face
I grasp hold of my escape
For a single moment the earth stands still

And I take my last breath

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from "Howling Grief" C10, released March 27, 2015

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